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There's gap between you and me
There's gap between dream and reality.
I see a baby, when I think to marry
I see a wave, when I feel my heart beat
I see a cool forest, when I feel no cloud, no shade on my head.
I see a naked baby cultivating, when I feel to destroy anything.
Wrong everything wrong in the way they learned
Wrong everything wrong in the hearts of your land.
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I know it flames and your face mingles
As my eyes catching your eyes in dream.
It hopes, it peace my mind feels.
Oh! God let me know where to go.
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Gap exists in reality - the devil knocked my shoulder from the back
Oh! God give me power to cut his hand.
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I found you fearful, jumped onto my chest,
I found you in the wave of dirty males.
I found you swimming, trying to reach me,
But in the reality you refused to catch me.
You may know all the reasons
I know only one - why gap exists?
I was torn, I was vagabond,
I was, as I was in the sea as buoyant
Just to see and to extend hand.
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I would accept you, I would love you, I would venerate you
I won't see anything dirty in you,
My desired incipient; I deserve you
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I do not accept them, I do not love them,
There's no respect, there's no success
As long as I am not getting you purified on my chest.
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I would respect you, I would obey you
I would make you my deity.
Wrong wrong, everything wrong
They make you fascinated, make you adultered.
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You came to become as the God deserves, not to be that the devil ------.
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They tried to make me pious as they are
They tried to teach you, but you know what's that
And what happened in you from six to twelve years.
You came in the race that believe in no face.
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Heaven and hell are not for any particular religion.
Religions show the ways to live in such a manner that help the followers feel HIS existence always and thereby restrain themselves from committing sin.
Believers are those who can rely on HIM and do not fear anything at any place in establishing right. Such devoutness on HIM restrains human beings from the influence of power, money, emotion that induce for committing sin. Human beings never should dare to test or examine others’ depth of devoutness on Him as there is the Creator who is the best justice for doing so. Human beings can ask only if any ones activities or attitudes are harmful or disturbing for others.
Everyone has his/her own ability and ability to receive advices from others and ability to perceive HIS existence. Devil should not be given any chance in form of any greed or fear when someone is acting with others. His/her attitudes, behavior and relationship with anyone should only be settled by what S/he has and by the same of the person(s) to whom S/he is acting; and must not be imposed or dominated by any third person(s) unless the counter party is abusing power.
As there is the Creator who is the most powerful and the best judge, human beings should not dare to give any punishment when a person(s) is committing sin with HIM in attending prayer or in any other form that does not affect no other human beings, but can only advise and remind that person(s).
There are some sins that affect others and there are some sins that do not affect others. Human beings efforts to establish justice should be confined to the extent to which the sinful activities affect others. Regardless of the power and position of the guilty, the society should compel the guilty, if his/her activities wrongfully affect others, to compensate. The Creator can forgive anyone, if the person prays for the apology with pure mind. If the person purely wants to be relieved from the curse of sin, s/he must be willing to sacrifice everything. If the sin affects others adversely, the person must be willing to sacrifice everything to compensate for the victim. Though HE can do everything, forgiveness is subject to the criminals efforts to compensate and sacrifice for their misdeeds. For gaining self benefit, no one should harm others. Human beings can commit harm to a concerned criminal only for the purpose of protecting dominated innocents.
Setting belief doesnt mean setting belief on any particular religion. It means to believe that everything is visible to HIM, HE can read our minds, and our minds know what is good and what is bad. Good and bad in the sense of its impact on self and others.
Human beings represent HIM when they think and act for the welfares. Human beings may be influenced by the devil when they harm others for getting self benefit. Human beings may fall in trap by the devil as it is given some power by The Creator. But human beings must be able to leave the devil by leaving greed and deceitful act of exploiting others. It is possible by strengthening the devoutness to The Creator.
If someone is adversely affected by a person(s) who accepts and discloses his misdeed, the victim can protest, can ask for the explanation, can demand compensation and can ask anyone for help and The Creator may mercy the criminal upon his prayers provided that the criminal does not abuse his worldly power to undermine the victim. If the criminal abuses his power and the victim is helpless i.e. if the victim can not compel the criminal, the victim asks only to The Creator for help. The Creator does not accept the mercy petition by the criminal(who is bearing the curse of the victim) unless the criminal compensates. If the criminal disagree or conceal the fact or commit the misdeed and do not let the victim know, (the criminal is bearing the curse of the victim) the creator will not accept his mercy petition unless the criminal becomes willing to sacrifice and compensate.
Both the heaven and hell are created for human beings. Only The Creator will determine the fate. Human beings should not bother what will happen, attending prayers certainly do not ensure anything, they should attend prayers so that they can keep them free from committing sin and free from curse of others and thereby can be spiritual and confident. No one should dare to test the belief and devotion of others. It is only The Creator can and do the test always. The fate will be determined based on not only the prayers, but on the extent to which they are receiving and implementing the teaching of prayers.
Attending prayers can help human beings strengthen the devoutness to HIM with the knowledge that HE maintains equality in paying rewards and punishment based on activities on earth. Prayers develop the valence for rewards at resurrection, and it is his/her activities, attitudes and relationship with others that contributes to the development of expectancy of getting desired results.
A human being is sent on earth not for him/herself only, what they are given, given for all. Everyone is given some capability. They must use it to render benefits for themselves and for others without committing harm to any innocent. If anyone can pass the life without committing harm to any innocent and can sacrifice for and contribute to the wellbeing of others except criminals who still do not apology with pure mind, if s/he is free from the curse of others except any concerned criminals, and always remember and try to please the Creator, will reach haven regardless of the religions s/he belong to.
Telling lie and concealing a fact are not the same. Similarly a true speech may not present the truth. A true speech sometimes may be treated as a sin, if it creates contradiction in revealing a fact and if there is a bad intention of getting self benefit undermining others. The speakers know which one is a sin and which one is not a sin.
Everyone can feel HIS existence if everyone can stay isolated for some time and can view the world as nothing and willing to sacrifice everything for and pray for any natural instance. Everyone must remember that S/he has or has given nothing extraordinary. Prophets are prophets because they could present themselves as ordinary human-beings. They never forget their own status. They apply what they are given by Him to be capable for teaching the right and can sacrifice everything of personal benefits for establishing the right.
All human beings do not have same capability. They may acquire and preserve assets as they can. But they must use it for the wellbeing. They should not abuse it to dominate others. All should be given similar opportunity. All should remember that they are given the capability, power and responsibility of, by HIM who is the only owner of everything, utilizing resources; therefore people if want to please HIM, should give others opportunity to realize their potentials. There is no limit or barrier of kindness. Those who have the capability should spend for others based on the potentials. For achieving His satisfaction, try the best to sacrifice and help others. Keeping natural resources unused incurs opportunity costs on others. The gap between the rich and the poor must be reduced offering equal opportunity. Otherwise the natural remedy takes place.
There is scope to rethink the essence of spending money for Haj, watching and keeping the babies of the same country hungry in uncertainties. There is scope to rethink with the debate whether bank interest is permissible or not wherein women who are exchanging for money can be free from such profession getting loans. The bank interest should not be viewed as that the opportunity seekers, who compel the poor when they are in need to agree to borrow at an unbearable interest rate with the intention to snatch the mortgaged property upon the default, do. Earning interest on goods and earning interest on money is not same. Earning interest on lending money is not a sin if the interest rate is affordable and adjusted with the purchasing power of money. Interest is needed to compensate or payback the lender same purchasing power.
When human-beings are asking for HIS forgiveness and kindness, they must first try their best to acknowledge, contribute and compensate if they gain benefit from anyone, and/or if their actions, thinking or speech adversely affect anyone innocent. Innocent in the sense that s/he didnt commit any harm to the person asking for HIS forgiveness.
Except the Creator, no one can read others minds. No one should dare to act like the Creator and to determine the fate of others and to influence the opportunity without asking and knowing the minds of others. Those who have the knowledge and ability can advise others and can show others merits and demerits of many paths, but should not compel or influence to compel to choose any particular path. If someone imposes decisions on others or influence from the back without asking or knowing the minds, the dominator must take the responsibility and must compensate if the dominated is adversely affected. HE can do anything but HE follows HIS rules. Some of HIS creatures dare to break and influence rules. It is a great sin when the fate of others involve.
Everyone has the right to accept, reject, criticize but everyone must believe that there is only one Creator who can read minds, HE is the most powerful and HE is the best judge. Even if someone burns a religious constitution, there is the Creator for the punishment; but if anyone steals or burns someones book or property, worldly justice must be applied and the criminals prayers for HIS forgiveness will reach, if the criminal first be willing to sacrifice everything for and compensate to the victim.
All religions were perfect but the human beings fail to exert the knowledge of keeping themselves free from exploiting others. All religions will become false if the believers believe that people belong to other religions go to hell. Everyone is given the ability to think and choose the best path. Human beings can explain and criticize each path with the belief that nothing and no mind is concealable to HIM who is the best judge.
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Blieve and keep in mind that the Creator exist and read minds
All thinking, attitudes, activities and motions will be judged again
Apply justice
Ensure the best use of what you have
Commit no harm
Sacrifice the best to compensate for getting mercy
Be grateful and provide rewards for the benefits from others
Help without any intention but to get bless
Attend prayers to realize the Creator and to remain on track
Earn, consume and enjoy, and help others for the same
Sacrifice today’s unethical enjoyments for eternal peace
Remain and help others to remain with LIA(Lawful and Intelligent Aisle).
The man is sleeping. Is he dead?
I was observing him. An old man, matted hair. He was sitting alone, probably was in a deep meditation. I can't understand when and how he went there. Probably I became fascinated, two hilarious teen girls were following him, "I am certain he is unmarried and waiting for me".
What?
"Yes, I'm for him and he is for me"
A tall girl, in a shining yellow veil embroidered with many many small red roses was saying to her classmate about that unknown thin old man...
I became fascinated. But the pretty girl is not looking at me. What's there with the old man. I coughed, but no response. "You don't know, the man is so hot that no stroke is needed. I could be totally succumbed if I can pass some time grasping his hand."Friend, please ask my Mom to call him for me, please arrange the wedlock." Her friend starts to laugh but can't continue. The tensed girl: "Please, don't undermine. I known he is for me."
Today few minutes ago, I saw them. Her classmate was saying "look, your husband is waiting". The girl nips the raised finger, "please stop", she sways and takes a long breath that ends with a smile of appease.
"What a fear I had when I started to talk to your father, I became afraid. He tantalized me. But at last, he just told " Anu will marry tomorrow, I am arranging everything."
"Thank you very much.
"Anu, do you have total faith on your parents? All are not so easy as you are"- Her friend says.
"Don't despise. The God is doing everything."
"God does nothing, He just built a system. Touch ice, it's cool. Touch fire, it's hot."
I watched them few moments ago. Her mother pulled her and she tried to turn back to have a sight. I come to see his pulse, as I bow he opens the eyes and gets up. He looks forward to seeing the path, the girl went. I look behind. A howling crowd is coming. The girl is sleeping on a van, her face is opened now- a bourgeoning yellow rose in blood. Her mother howls: "Don't search for my son, he is innocent, my daughter jumped only from the roof." Her father doesn't say anything, he looks at the old man, frowns and stars to tremble.
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Yes, the sunset was visible when she was telling “I’ve puberty”. She was not a young girl- she was a girl of 8 years. How was she taught the term and the meaning in a society where people ought to be sensitive to taboo as they are usually sensitive to the regularity in attending religions prayers? The sun sets and the same sun rises again but the flowers that loose petals leaving the empty whorls experienced of insects’ role will not bloom again. Obviously babies can’t protect themselves as the flowers can’t. Flowers end but the babies remain.
The perfect strong men know that it's not happenstance or sinful headlong practice but it's a holly path of love, his girl will come to approach again and again to be succumbed and will be closer as her mind desires; provided that she is not becoming a victim of any sinful licentious pleasure by any other male.
What would happen if the God would come on earth as a human being? Whom and how would he marry? Could he do that? Could S/he get who is heavenly set as his/her partner? He is determined to marry an unscrewed virgin girl and simultaneously he is not to tell lies. Do the girls chaste and remain virgin until they legally and socially get married? Baby thinks because all most all of the Muslims are teaching their children Islamic religion or sending the children in Maktab for that purpose. Baby thinks what the children do thereafter. Do they chaste? Do they also learn telling lies and pretending? Or do they think honestly that the teaching is invalid?
Then she was a girl of class five. Her father and mother left the house keeping her alone. After passing a day she alone in the empty house performs Namaz and prays so that she finds Baby. Baby remembers the girl's most dazzling moment. Baby was going to her house and the girl with her classmate was coming for school. As soon as she sees Baby, she becomes speechless. She starts to hurtle, stands before and gazes eyes; seems she is not taking breath. She starts to flip and gurgle 'daran, Stop;‘ and her hands were trying to catch Baby’s shoulder. Baby raises his own hands and hangs them just above her flying fingers which were trying to reach the baby's neck; but she turns and shows back -a slow wave in the body was saying something like 'catch me'.
She laughs and hurtles, "what will I do in your house?".
They are walking together. She is trying to pull her toes to be taller.
"Sir, what will you do if I go to your house?"
Baby: "why are you talking so much? I passed many days in your house. What did you do? By the by, I told you not to say me sir, I am not your teacher. "
She becomes faint for seconds and again enthusiastically says "Are not you alone in the house? You are alone, I shall not come?"
"Alone! so what!"
With the momental smile, he looks back again to see the girl - the dreamy girl who half a decade ago first appeared in a dream- now disappeared in the darkness. But he can't forget her and can't decide what should he do with the girl. He never likes to get anything used to use as his own.
They assault. Baby wants to know the reason.
They say “you are anti religious”
No, I have my own religion, Non-muslim doesn’t mean Anti-religious.
“You are Muslim, you have circumcised your prepuce.”
I didn’t and the God didn’t, but you Muslim imposed that on me before I become matured enough to understand and accept religion. I won’t do.
“You scolded our prophet”
No, I told ‘as long as you are bad, you are making your prophet the prophet of bad people. Your religion doesn't permit sex without marriage. Violation of law is also not permitted. Buy how many boys and girls of you can remain virgin until they legally get matured to marry? I believe in freedom, but your religion doesn’t. You are making your religion void and you are making your prophet a prophet of terrors.
They hit on head and legs. They go away thinking Baby is dead.
No more delay to change
- by Rasal Hasan Lia
(Feb, 2014 Email: rasal_hasan_lia1@yahoo.com)
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Do you favor child marriage? "of course not". Do you favor dishonesty? " "of course not" . Do you like to avoid your religion 'Islam' ? Do you like to break the laws? " You may say as many people do "of course not". Then you must chaste until you get legally matured or you must be a dishonest. IT'S BETTER NOT TO BE DISHONEST BUT TO CEDE OR GIVE UP YOUR EXISTING RELIGION AND LOOK FOR A VALID RELIGION https://www.facebook.com/notes/rasal-hasan-lia/no-more-delay-to-change/10203049216219331 https://www.facebook.com/notes/rasal-hasan-lia/no-more-delay-to-change/10203049216219331
They are siblings, two pretty girls, the baby watched the elder when she was of class four. She would go to private coaching regularly with a table lamp. Very cool, nice, polite steady in walking and always from the left side in a narrow path. Baby did not find her talking, noising or smiling but eradiating curious mind never misses the chance to have an eye contact. No shy, no fear but curiosity. Is she unable to speak? Or prohibited strongly? What happens when bikes that also follow the left side come from the back? She turns, flinches along the fence, and tries to leave the total path; she continues stepping back until her back touches the fence. Baby in such a narrow path usually walk along with the right side. A topaz is fallen from the babys hand, she stops and attempts to say something, probably to notice the baby but as the baby picked up the stone, she winces her lips.
Do you fear me?
She just shrugs.
Why?
No. why will I fear?
Dont you? The baby smiles and showing the gem, says will you take it?
No. After passing a moment she says whats that?
If you wish you can take it!
Silence, though many questions in her mind, she just said Father will scold.
Do you fear your father?
She shrugs again
Thats good. However let me know who he is, Ill talk to him, dont fear, Ill convince him. If you wish you can take it.
Whats that?
You can preserve it or you can set it in your finger-ring.
She cant help saying no.
The baby enters the house of Kayum where he would have been residing for one month.
Kayum and his friend, Sadam sir, should we call her for you?
Why?
We know and understand that you need someone like that.
What?
You told you wont marry anyone screwed. Thats why we are saying that we bring her for you and you get her engaged. This is the perfect age. This is a village, no certainty that she will remain unscrewed until she gets matured. Better we talk to her parents and arrange to bring her for living together.
Are you talking about child marriage or something that hamper human right? Why not about the implementation of religion? Is the religion absent? Ok you can talk so that they avoid unethical enjoyment. If needed, bondage is possible from my part but its her parent and their environment should take the responsibilities of ensuring religion. She is very good, naïve and she walks as she is in heaven. Dont disturb her; take care so that no one disturbs her.
The baby didnt know Shona was the younger of Shapna. Stagnant eyes, no tear was seen, stucks to the baby, no movement, no smiles; she was pumping the tubewell- a hardest one, hands were on the handle tightly, but she was not pushing that, stuck up, no breath, she was just turning her face as long as the baby was looking at her complete eyes. The baby feels shy, he downs the head and continues walking. Few moments, the baby hear, the girl starts to jerk the handle to pump. He was walking slowly, turns back and sees the girl with The ‘Kalos’ on her waist coming; her face like sun flower still follows the baby.
The baby was busy talking over the mobile. He watched her when he turns back after finishing talking beside the mosque. The baby doesnt enter the mosque after he ceded that religion. He was saying who suppressed and digressed? Who told lie about me? You Muslim! All ready five years passed, I informed everyone when I talked with them, who I am. I didnt and still I dont want to waste time. I told them I am ready to marry anytime if I get desired girl. But remember I wont marry anyone screwed girl. Ill accept her religion if she is better than me. What religion did you teach, obey and implement? Those who were unscrewed five years ago, but not legally matured are now legally matured but not unscrewed. Who did that? You Muslim! Dont come to guile me. You people failed to ensure true religion. You failed to protect them; you failed to obey true religion. You blamed me, cheated me, you deterred my right but you failed to protect your child. You failed to protect them from flattery, coaxing, seduction, abuse of power and money; ultimately you failed to establish religion in your families. Though you imposed in the name of religious lessons, mandatory gabbling from foreign language on your children, you failed to ensure honesty. You degraded me saying atheist and blamed, but you failed to ensure that your daughters can chaste or get legally married. It would be better if you would accept my religion, LIA(lawful and Intelligent Aisle). As a human being I have the right to marry in any race/ religion, similarly they have. But parents should not deter the right. You cant stop sweating. You can, as you are doing sinfully, deter my right to marry but you cant stop the resulted implantation; and the resulted sins obviously going onto your shoulder, and when you mock my religion, you are smearing the face of your prophet as you are making him the prophet of sinful. I demanded compensation for the circumcising, as it was imposed before my sense and ability developed to choose religion.” The baby switched off the mobile and turned back, and the girl was fixedly looking at.
In the summer, when the baby would reside at Fatems house, whom he had dreamt and observed for more than seven years and where he had resided for more than four months, would come to this tube-well for washing.
Oh! The girl again. She is coming from the opposite direction. As the baby raises his head, he sees the dormant face of the girl some yards away. The baby looks again, the girl is disappeared. She entered into a row - fenced both the sides, and probably reined her speed. She was walking and trying to look back from the right, then left and again from the right side. The baby was crossing the mouth of the row and he asked:
Whats your name?
‘Sona’
Where are you going?
‘House’
Do you reside here? Or tourist?
‘No, this is our home.’
After two days the baby stops before a shop, the shopkeeper starts to greet, the girl was standing between, she turns back and the shopkeeper introduces daughter of Salm.
I know the name but I dont know who he is!
She smiles and says I read in class four. Showing the index she says there is our house and that is our school The baby recall the memory. This is the place near Kayums house where five years ago; he talked to a girl name Shapna.
With all the cravings of each for other, the baby decided, after experiencing some shocking attitudes of the people and after being advised by the family of Fatema, to get a separate house to live. Sagret a well known person, by the by on road says that he has a house to let. The baby hires and takes the key instantly. A nice home four tenants, one is beside his big south faced house and another three north faced lineages under the same shade. And a small yard between. A tarn, flower and fruits garden. The baby passed a night in a lineage at the west side, but he didnt know who were living beside.
* Fatema was alone in the house. Her mother went somewhere leaving the children alone. The baby finds her waiting on the street. She cajoles why are you not coming to our house? You must come today. I stored the Mehendi. She shows her hands and says I wont use it unless you come. Confirm me you are coming today. She was walking towards her school and towing her toes to be taller to have contact shoulder to shoulder. The baby, some days ago told her that new Mehendi should not be taken unless the old tinge is elapsed. Probably her grand mother thereafter explained the meaning. When they reach the highway, she starts to kick the street and requests for the confirmation. The baby responds and says ok. You need not go to school today, lets move and go to your house. Her face irradiates and she stops suddenly. The baby, because of his religion, perception and ethics at best forward hand but avoid catching, fondling and touching any girl unless he is touched first; and he doesnt make any instance that may be exercised by others wrongly to lead abusing. The baby turns back; but the girl feels shy and ultimately follows her fellow to go to the school. And the baby goes to have a cup of tea. Some spoiled boys encircle him and ultimately start to beat the baby. The baby goes to the house of his dreamy girl. She also returns from the school four hours earlier of the schedule. Her father come back home meanwhile. He requests the baby to stay and he goes out again. The baby passed the night sitting on a chair. Probably she was also sleepless at the scaffold with her grand mother and grand father. But depravity takes place, from the morning for some days, in stead of innocence craving in her mind. She avoids coming before the baby and avoids answering whether any cousin went out from the scaffold in the early morning. The Mehendi remains unbroken.
The baby is now speechless. Little bit of humming, two pretty girls standing beside the window, one is of sixteen, another is of eleven. Which one is more beautiful, which one is more attractive, more cheerful? Their faces have dissimilarities, but the attributes- all are good sensible and divinely appealing. The baby is speechless. He was sleeping in his newly occupied room. He opens the eyes and sees them. Whats the relation between you?
We are sisters.
Surprising. Which one is your home?
We reside in the next lineage for the betterment of our study. The next home, about hundred yards away is our home, but we along with our parents reside beside your room.
The baby says I never thought you were sisters of each other.
Why are you standing there? Come in
The younger one with chummy, chummy smiles asks are you going out now?.
And the chummy face of the elder hides behind the window.
Where?
I say are you leaving the room today?
No, Ill stay for many days.
Wont you feel disturbed? We are too agile. All the time we shout, sing, dance and laugh.
Ok. Let see how much you can…?
Stay some days and see.
The elder invades and prates to stop the prate.
The younger cant hit the cork rightly, but the elder is smart to play. She and the baby have become a good partner of badminton, no net between, they approach closer beating the cork; and the younger with some other kids start to clap. One of the tenants is the daughter of Pan Majhi. All of the families are very good except an exception. Hilary everywhere in outdoor and indoor. She has a laptop. She knows to open and close, she can play songs and videos. She comes to the baby to learn more. She brings some of her girl friends to participate. Kayums sister is one of them. Though they have some queries about the baby but the girls, their parents and the owner of the house and the neighbors are very good, friendly and co-operative. The baby is a non-native but they knew that the baby is the delegator of the religious path aisle.
* The dreamy desired incipient girl is waiting on the path. The baby was going to the tube-well to bring water. His dreamy girl inculcates 'give me ten taka. The baby replies the same and asks to know "did anyone forbid you to come to my house?"
She says "i never will go to that house. Three times I have searched for you. I prayed to the God so that I get you here. Why didn't you tell me earlier? You could come with me when I had requested you. That day you caused to fall the rain, though the sky was clean. I asked you to come with me. But you didnt come, you went somewhere else. I told you that Im for you. But I wont support you if you do anything bad in anywhere else. However keep a key and ask your parents to come, and come whenever you wish. Baby smiles and says don't ask for ten taka. Yesterday I gave you a big note so that you do not disturb me for ten taka. I know you do not have any need for ten taka. Don't pray to see me for getting money. The girl became faint and the baby rapidly says you can pray to get me, but not to get the money. And understand now you need not pray to the God to get me, you can ask me, now Im here for you. If I turn back and you go somewhere else, what the God can do for the fate. It's better not to feel shy, not to suppress the needs and problems, and not to engage in bad works; but help me to help you. My pocket is empty now. Dont delay, now you should go to the school.
Sea was groaning, the baby was on the way to have a cup of tea after the lunch, the dreamy girl was coming from the school. She crossed the street and stood before the baby. "sir, Singara, pls buy". The baby asks about the exam and says "go home and take lunch. But she cajoles for Singgary "no sir, mum will scold, just buy singara.
Is your mum returned?
“No.
Then?
“People will inform my mum.
Theres nothing bad to inform. However who prepare your lunch?
“Not prepared. Thats why asking you to buy
Dont tell lie. Go home or take lunch in the restaurant with me.
No sir, just buy
She comes up to the door but didn't enter. She says she feels shy. The Imam of the mosque who is also a teacher of the primary school was sitting near. After taking the Singaras, she starts to walk towards home. The baby finds her again waiting beside the street when he was returning after taking tea. She forgets what she had prepared to say "Sir, ki jani, dhut! Why don't you come to our house? Give me ten taka.
The baby smiles and says have you forgotten what I had told you? Why do you address me Sir? Im not your teacher.
Then what will I say?
You can say sir just to respect. Remember Im not your teacher. You are a bad learner. I suspect you may fail to pass the exam. However do you know why Im in this village? Im for you. You are the owner of me but I wont support you if you do anything bad in anywhere else. I expect you be and remain good, and use me as you like. You can hit me, you can beat me but dont ask for ten taka
** The days of woe now came into a state of merriment. Fresh laughter, excitement and unwavering lovable liveliness. They have finished their final exam and enjoying the days lively. The younger rises early in the morning in fogs, and she starts to count the moment when and how to start gossiping and playing. And the elder starts with the laptop. Humming and dozing alarm the baby to rise. Within some days the elder is asked to attend private coaching near Kayums house. And Kayums sister starts to come to the baby. Theres no one in the home today. The elder went to the coaching; the parents are in the school. The baby starts to cook, the younger appears and stands leaning on he fence faint.
Wheres your laughter?
She remains silent. She stood as someone stands before placing a prayer for getting an approval.
Why so sad? Whats happened?
She stands steep to leave.
Why are you leaving? Do you like to say anything?
She stops and says tomorrow I am going to our grandmothers home.
Its a good news, you are going for excursion, but why so sad?
She says nothing and keeps stepping.
Dont go. Come here. Do you know how to prepare noodles?
No, Shapna can do...
Ok. Come here and learn it.
She doesnt stop.
‘Shapna’ is on hunger strike. No vibratility, the baby enjoys for the day. ‘Sona’ also returned after passing some days in the grand mothers house. None of them is entering the babys room. They avoid coming before the baby. They leave the yard as the baby locks the door to go out from the room. A rumor is on the air. Something happened when Shapna went for the coaching. Someone closed the door and the neighbor heard shouting. Some men of Kayums house thereafter beat the criminal. And Shapna no more is going there. She is asked not to go outside of the house, not to go school and not to attend the coaching again. She was alone in the house and the baby calls her to know what actually happened. She was talking opening her mind with complete faith. A sympathetic relation takes place between. She breaks her hunger strike. And they all come back in their usual race of happiness soon.
She enters with her laptop. Her laptop was plying a song ..Chumo ekesi ekta (a great kiss is drawn or something like that) ... She comes and sits beside the baby on bed. Fragmented appealing teeth. But her smile turns into the frowning as her younger dogs her and peeks. Her gesture says her to leave. She exchanges songs with the babys pc. The baby tries to know her views about child marriage.
Do you favor child marriage?
Of course not
The baby takes a breath and asks
Do you favor dishonesty?
Of course not
You are Muslim, do you deny your religious norm?
“Of course not
Then, any hidden relation is a sin according to the religion. Are you able to keep yourself free from any hidden relation with any man?
She takes time and replies of course I can avoid”
Didnt you do any such sin? Are you committed not to do that before you get eighteen years old and before you get married? Im asking to know your views. You are not bound to answer, if you wish, you can share frankly.
“Im speaking honestly; Im not as some other girls are”
Is it believable?- you feel no craving for man? Arent you a girl?
She says nothing, but her body is responding to the song as that she is a good dancer.
Dont you have any favorite man whom you like to get as your life partner?
“No”
Do you practice dances?
Yes, I dance in our school function.
The baby thinks but cant imagine and cant convince himself. How that is still untested and how the days will be passed? Really sinless? Or with dishonesty and multiple sins?
The baby is attacked again in the same place. The son of Pan Majhi hit him from the back side when he was talking to a councilor. Some criminals threaten the baby to leave the village instantly. The baby exchanges his views should you beat or reward?- who obeys the state laws and perfect religion? I want to marry an unscrewed girl. Is their any sin?
The councilor replies of course not.
The baby says suppose I dont like to live together without socially getting married. But for marriage, it needs a girl must be at least eighteen years old. Is their any girl of eighteen or older still unscrewed among any of your families, you religious people? If not, I must say you are failure in performing true religion. Either your religion is wrong or you are wrong in performing your religion. The trees are known by the fruits. Then you people are the fathers or brothers of unethically/illegally screwed females, and thereby you are making your prophet the prophet of failure.
The councilor says then whats your problem?
The baby says anyone has the right to marry in any race. Im a sufferer as the girls are being screwed unethically and/or illegally by the follower of your religion. You can trace and take a decision about the guilty. To whom the children, will go for security? Ruble, son of the Majhi suddenly starts to hit the baby saying you just leave the village. The boy some days ago would address the baby Sir though the baby was not a private teacher or tutor. The baby looks at the councilor. He raises hand to stop. Some passers by also restrain that boy. The baby continues let me know in written form if you have anymore question. Dont abuse power. Many problems could be resolved if you would follow the true religious path. You should think to reward who makes you aware and who obeys true religion and state law simultaneously. Remember my dues are becoming burden of sin and going onto your shoulder who deluded me. Suppose some criminals, insidious, religious traders, whisperers are deterring my marriage but they cant stop the natural demand of human body. To get rid of the curse, they should reward me, they should support me; they should come to resolve the issue. Why are you forcing me to leave the village?
That was a bus stand. Many people were crowded. None but a group of 7/8 terrors of insidious attempted to assault the baby. A policeman on the spot, in stead of providing security, resonates the voice of the terrorists.
Are you unable to provide security?
Yes
Is it your personal voice or the voice of police?
Police will not provide you security
Inform your authority.
Its my duty; you leave the village just now.
Im more than five years in this village. Police is for all the people, for all the religions. If anyone has any objection, ask them file case. But remember police should take action who hit and attempted to hit me. If you are not able to take action against the criminals, leave the path.
The baby starts to go to his house on foot. The people were friendly. After he walked 15/20 yards, the policeman asks the baby I talked to the authority, they advised you to go to the station.
Not now. Im now going to my house and coming back to file a diary about the incident.
The baby comes to the lineage. Shapana was on study table. Sona is on the yard.
Police comes and advises the baby people are crazy, they may attack again, they may burn the houses, you should go to the station.
That was not a public rage. Probably thats a conspiracy of insidious. You should take legal action against the criminals.
The lively faces of the girls become fearful.
The baby says the police remember, Im delegating a benchmark for all the religions and; expect the Theocracy. However lets move.
Some whisperers and journalists also follow them. However the baby passed a night in the police custody in a cordial, friendly environment as the baby was and returned in the friendly environment where the baby sees the mass people friendly, tolerable, cordial and cooperative except few criminals and except few Islamic terrorists and stupids.
The baby enters his room and attempts to change. Someone also enters. The baby peeks back. She just entered and pushing the door. No word, no sound, cool breathing as she was five years ago. The baby also becomes dumbstruck. But their silence breaks as a kid is pushed into the room from the yard probably by her mother who was the daughter of Pan Majhi. Silence breaks and the breaking digresses the minds, makes them away; and the icing on the cake awaits.
by Rasal Hasan Lia/ Banglades (Not edited)
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::::time to see implementation, not to think of perfection :::
–“Not only the perfections, usefulness of any law or rule depends on its effectiveness in ensuring the activities and attitudes of the people to be as desired by the law or rules.” –
-believed as the speech of God, But any name of prophets from long distant areas separated by large seas/ocean is not mentioned.
“This is not any omen of exodus but an attempt to saturate the mind with the belief that there is only one Creator and everything what happens or does not, happens at His will. He knows everything before the beginning of earth and its objects what is happening today and what will happen in future. He does not need to learn from experiences.---- But the human beings need it and do it. As a result they came out from the undressed era to today’s world.”---
--some years ago I’ve ignited that and I disclosed the fact. -- it was told even in the police station that from my childhood I follow my own perception, --- I didn’t accept anything contradictory, I have ignited that not to attack my parental religion but to establish the fact that I didn’t accept that spiritually. I established my own guideline which I follow from my childhood.--
-if you are a bad liar and if you think to fight for your prophet, you are making your prophet a prophet of bad liar-
- religion is not for attracting greedy people by allure of heaven, it's not for mercy or forgiveness, not to induce culprits; it's for establishing justice and ensuring best possible compensation -
-i didn't give consent when they did cut prepuce; who introduce me as muslim, are actually blaming me- Everyone is expected to know and avoid blame that is a worst punishable sin-
-anti Islamic doesn't always mean anti religious -
-they, even the innocent children hate incestuous, but the holy God of Muslim as the muslim believe brought them through the blood of incestuous - wasn't their holy god heinous? They may pride in
but everyone doesn't -
-violation of other peoples’ right accusing anti Islamic is not permitted-
